Mood:EUPHORIA
Song of Choice: "Appears" by Ayumi Hamasaki ( think it's appears I trust Peter put them in order)
Topic: Package!

LOL OMG too much fun! Let me tell you guys what I got a package from Peter and Jun today! Whhhoooo! I will now tell of the many goodness things they sent me
#1 LETTER-IE GOODNESS (which I have a quote I just HAVE to post on here)
#2 A Kenshin book that is like A Summary of everthing that happens(it’s not in English but that doesn’t even matter because I get the idea)
#3 YAN YAN!! Yummmmieee!! (Oh Nancy do you know if there’s a Korean shop around here that has Yan Yan or Pocky or such other munchies?)
#4 Ramune! (Wow that stuff is so much fun to open…we should all get a bottle and have a contest as to who can get theirs open first)
#5 The Complete Hamasaki Ayumi CD COLLECTION—including nonstop mega mix and music videos(WOW it’s on now! There will be no English coming from my stereo!….not that there was much coming out of it anyway...::sigh:: I wanna be just like Ayu...does anyone know wher eI can get an Ayumi scroll?)
# 6 A HAND FAN WITH Flowers!!! It was soooo pretty Domo Arigato Piitaa-kun!!
# 7 (the thing that shocked me and got me to scream to high heaven) A Japanese Bamboo umbrella !! Jun-kun Thank you soooo much you’re the best!!! It’s sooo big I have no idea where I’m gonna put it!!

I was soo Happy!!! Okay now for that letter. Peter wrote me a letter waaay back in January and I got it today and No joke I laughed out load at some of the things he said. Peter’s letters are soo fun to read because it’s just like talking to him. But here’s what he said and I laughed so hard I cried because it’s 100% true about me and the general statement.

“Oh the drama of the Institue! You really go for the tortured guys though…It’s like…your fetish, lol. But in all seriousness here’s a quote from The Year of Ice (a book I planned on sending you as soon as I get a job, lol) :

‘She turns her head to me and I can tell she’s in love with me. Not with who I am, but with who she wants me to be. A cute bad boy that just needs the love of a good woman. It’s like the number-one chick fantasy of all time. I blame it on the easy bake oven. You have this one thing, like this cup of gooey crap, an you do something to it, and then it becomes something else, something good enough to eat. That’s why all girls think they can change boys. ‘Cause they all had easy-bake ovens when they were little.”~Kevin Doyle. The Year of Ice p84.

Okay number one. I never thought about it that way but YES THAT IS MY FETISH (subconscious though) but not for the reason the man gives though it’s a very good reason no joke. But here’s why I don’t agree. I DID have and Easy Bake oven as a lass and guess what happened? I was all enthused I made the little cake mix and put it in and you know what happened? NO JOKE IT BLEW UP. I’m dead serious guy…which is eventually what happens when you try to change people (I had this conversation with Jonnell today) so yeah. But the dude is right most women do have that fantasy…I think mine is a variation though.

I think it may steam from my insecurities about my appearance. Like…well I may not look like much…but if I’m really nice and help them and we become friends then maybe one day someone will eventually like me maybe even love me. But I think that’s subconscious.

Like I help people without thinking. Like I give outta habit I don’t know like. When I bring people ove I feed them and give them drink and stuff…most of them are weirded out by that. Of course it may be the fact that I force them to eat and stuff you know because I only bring people home that I know don’t eat so I can feed them. Lol. And then like yesterday one of Daniel’s friends Rhoedes (which is one of his better ones he’s just a little impatient but he reminds me of a lost puppy SOO CUTE!!) was getting sick in my driveway(long story) and well I kinda went into Medic mode automatically. Then Lisette took him home which reminds me Lisette thank you SOOO much for taking them home and everything I know you had a rough day and I’m sure it was a burden I’m sorry. But THANK YOU!! Hey did you ever get my writing analyzed

Well anyway I gtg so I’ll talk to you guys a little later okay

Oh PS I’m thinking of getting a hair cut how does this style look to you?




Oh and FEAST UPON THE SEXINESS OF MY CHS PEOPLE!!!(yeah the important people are Peter(curly hair) Junior (the choker) Quita( one not looking up) Geimer(facial hair chile--wow he looks good...WHY COULD YOU HAVE BEEN CUTE WHEN YOU WERE FOLLOWING ME ABOUT ALL SOPHOMORE YEAR...I'm gonna have to kill you for this...grr got cute ONCE I LEAVE...man I love you too Games) and Ive(Girl with Geimer) no one else really matters. WHAT THEY DON’T! Wait I'll just crop it ok.







AWW my CHS boys are all grown up and looking incredibly intelligent and absolutely irresistible. See people this is what I’m use to lovely men and good circumstance—not HINNESVILLE!! Look I mean Peter and Jun are soooo adorable and look at Games how can you not love him? Man I miss my homies…but I got good homies here like Jonnell and Lisette—and sometimes Nancy when she’s all there lol j/k lol. Well bye guys!

Kim...::jamming to Song for XX--one of my lyric favorites::

PS this is something one of my maniac friends whose always looked out for me more than even I really know. He wrote a must read for anyone interested in FFX-2lol or if you're just tired of Heros with big boobs...lol Thanks Games I'm sorry I haven't answered your mail I haven't check the yahoo AG in forever man I'm sorry I got stuf that is like 3 months old that I haven't read.

Hey do you have this problem you're looking at a pretty decent anime but all of a sudden you notice something odd about the heroine of this story....and when yo do realize just what it is do you do this in your mind" SWEET HOLY MARY MOTHER OF JESUS WHAT THE HELL IS THAT" thats right the heroine is unfairly stacked (personally i blame the drawers) but honestly
one must wonder if the reason y female heros are sometimes defeated in animes is the fact that are using most of their power trying to
maintain their balance. Surely their body frames can't possibly support such a massive apparatus don't you think? Well we have no been presented a solution here i present to you Yuna of the new FFX-2 game is someone who has plenty of power and skill without being held back by cumbersome breasts. Now we may all in bask in the full glory of confident PROPORTIONAL woman. Afterall
the last thing any of us want is a heroine who's first line of defense involving her nipples don't you think?


lol Games is smart...okay I just found some old mail from him I will share his knowledge with you. In this one he's talking about umm my rant about the Hot Topic Prepy kid thing

Topic: A very abused form of Zen

Okay first Avril laveigene SUCKS....now back on the subject at hand. The prejudgement concept is complete shit the whole concept you are what your friends are or you would not be friends is such a lie last time a i checked I was I and he was he. When you have a prep most likely there will be a goth (dressed to impress or not)its one of the many balances in life for virtually everything in existence there is an antithesis that opposes it or represents everything that you are not. It may not really be so much about hypocrisy so much as it is about undermining everything the other group. Unfortunately some have taken this to a rather odd dogmatic way of doing
things but there always has to be an extreme doesn't there....with labels comes simply leaving behind having to know everyone and assum they all posses very similiar traits. Generalizations are a very harsh and extremely restrictive way of keeping a "social hierarchy" nice and orderly defined. To me it seems more based on oppressing the idea of an individual standing alone even when that
person has very differing ideas within the "outcast" group. Now all in all this is hypocritical to label such things when you yourself aren't any better (i don't me you as in YOU). When it comes down it all groups has the desire to become more main stream even the goths to an extent although i'll admit i doubt it to be as aggressive as the "main stream/prep" half of our world. When you see people look at the music you listen and scoff are you not making an attempt to impose your will on them even in something as trival as
what band you listen to. In of itself its somewhat a battle of collective wills trying to become ruler(as you said yourself) now to an individual such as yourself being a goth or something like that is not about having this or that label its about being true to yourself and what you think/enjoy/feel. However the battle of the nobility and the downtrodden has gone on for such a long time i doubt any real meaning other then making sure their ideaology doesn't gain an actual supremecy. Now for me i like to more or less be considered somewhat out there away from both groups such a conflict means little to nothing to me, personally i can't stand stereotypes such as goth (although it does sounds kinda cool:) sounds a lot better then prep woudn't you say) or as my mother so elequently put a gangbanger. As i had said before i much perfer to walk my own path and wish naively someone will just notice the fact that i'm not my friends or anybody else for that matter. And with that i leave you.
Have a good day...
games:)

PS: I know you're gonna hate me for this but i'm gonna do it anyway, last time i read the word for change of rulers i say it spelled in the following fashion......c'oup d'etat lol i'm not sure but i think thats it anyway bye


Dude! you know how many dictionaries I checked to find C'oup and STILL didn't find it?